Audrey Fenner
March 19th 1926 - February 11th 2013
Peace Now
A death,
An ending,
A reminder
Of every childhood day.
How miserable you were through our childhood, mother.
How hard you worked.
How you wondered what had happened to your dreams.
But occasionally a blackbird sang,
A small sign of happiness,
A break in our shared misery.
Amid suffering and depression, you taught us about integrity,
To be unafraid of the truth,
And stand up for what is right.
Precious gifts.
An adult I became,
Strengthening, growing,
Following a birdsong out of powerlessness.
I could embrace your gifts, mother,
Leave the rest
And move toward peace.
In your middle years you were growing too.
Gardener, writer, student,
Rejoicing in computers!
Stretching and strengthening,
We shared delight.
The time came when I had to stand for justice,
You stood beside me,
You shared and supported,
What a difference that made!
But you could not sustain your stance.
You gave up strength and growing,
Felt old and needy,
And wanted peace.
What a paradox,
That choosing 'peace' meant rejecting us so completely,
You mourned for the rest of your life:
It was not peace after all.
Memory stabs with hurt at that rejection,
But I have lived the lessons I learned from you,
They bring me peace.
Such a sad paradox, mother,
I grieve as I thank you for them.
You gave me what you could not have yourself.
But here, finally,
Peace has come to you
With your last breath.
by Joy Stevenson, 15/2/13
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Saturday, March 24, 2012
More French Savoury Cake
I have blogged about French Savoury Cake before: Here.
But it is good for a second post! This time I added lots of finely chopped herbs (parsley, mint, basil and spring onions), the little mild citrussy chilies I am growing (see in the picture below), feta and olives,
It made a yummy cake.
FRENCH SAVOURY CAKE
150g SR flour (scant 1 ¼ cups) with salt and pepper sifted in large bowl
100 ml oil or melted butter
125 ml milk
3 eggs
Liquids in 2 cup jug, whisk then fold into flour
Fold in additions corn/olives/cheese/capsicum/sorrel/herbs etc
In oiled, lined white loaf pan
210C oven for 10 minutes then 180C 30 minutes
I used a mixture of yoghurt and milk instead of all milk, it is my favourite for anything containing baking powder because it has that bit extra acid to help the process, and the taste!
And I use a mixture of butter and oil: and a bit less than given in the recipe.
This is such a treat. I often have it as an accompaniment to soup, but I enjoyed a couple of slices of this with my afternoon cup of tea! (You can see the bite I had to have before I took the photo. VERY yummy!)
Here are the ingredients. Look at those lovely farm eggs! So golden.
But it is good for a second post! This time I added lots of finely chopped herbs (parsley, mint, basil and spring onions), the little mild citrussy chilies I am growing (see in the picture below), feta and olives,
It made a yummy cake.
FRENCH SAVOURY CAKE
150g SR flour (scant 1 ¼ cups) with salt and pepper sifted in large bowl
100 ml oil or melted butter
125 ml milk
3 eggs
Liquids in 2 cup jug, whisk then fold into flour
Fold in additions corn/olives/cheese/capsicum/sorrel/herbs etc
In oiled, lined white loaf pan
210C oven for 10 minutes then 180C 30 minutes
I used a mixture of yoghurt and milk instead of all milk, it is my favourite for anything containing baking powder because it has that bit extra acid to help the process, and the taste!
And I use a mixture of butter and oil: and a bit less than given in the recipe.
This is such a treat. I often have it as an accompaniment to soup, but I enjoyed a couple of slices of this with my afternoon cup of tea! (You can see the bite I had to have before I took the photo. VERY yummy!)
Here are the ingredients. Look at those lovely farm eggs! So golden.
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Friday, February 17, 2012
Perfect for a 70's Retro Dinner!
Broccoli Roulade
Just before I begin: a thankyou to the regular followers of my blog, and thankyou for the lovely Christmas messages. I'm working out how I want to do my blog in the future, and it is taking a lot of thinking!
So this post is just floating into the vacuum made by my indecision!
I made this dish for my mum about thirty years ago. We both really enjoyed it, and I remember that it was simpler to make than I expected, and a lovely, special dish.
My mum moved into a Pritikin diet and my tastes went to the Middle East and Asia, but I always had it in the back of my mind to try again, I kept the recipe.
Today was the day!
The kitchen was clean, my health was good, the broccoli fresh, I bought the swiss cheese yesterday.
Now, I need to be frank. This dish consists of a sponge made of butter, flour, milk and eggs, filled with a sauce made of butter, flour, milk and cheese. Thank goodness for the broccoli!
The sponge starts with a white sauce that has the beaten egg yolks mixed in, and then the whipped eggwhites (hard peaks) folded in. It is basically a souffle! But it goes into the oven in a swiss roll tray
When it comes out it is topped with the cooked broccoli pieces and the cheese sauce, rolled up like a swissroll, and finished with more cheese sauce on top.
Making this I used most of my eggs, every last drop of my milk, and all my butter. I also ended up with every surface of the kitchen covered with bowls, tray, saucepan, utensils and stray blobs of cheese sauce all over the place.
I'm sure if I made it again I would make it prettier, but then, I don't think I will ever make it again. Too rich! Too much stirring! And needing a supermarket shop once done!
However I would recommend it for a 70's Retro Dinner Party (but maybe use half the sauce).
Here's the recipe just in case you have a Retro Dinner party coming up!
Broccoli Roulade
Makes 6 servings
Ingredients
4 tbsp butter
1/2 cup plain flour
1/2 tsp salt
2 cups milk
4 eggs, separated
Prepare a 37x25x2cm swiss roll tin
Melt the butter in a saucepan, blend in the flour and salt.
Stir for a few minutes, until the flour stops smelling raw.
Remove from the heat and stir in the milk a little at a time until you have a thick paste.
Boil for a minute, still stirring!. Take off the heat.
Beat the egg whites until stiff. Beat the egg yolks until creamy.
Mix the egg yolks into the sauce, then fold in the egg whites until incorporated.
The mixture will have bulked up!
Pour into the tin and cook in a moderate oven (180C) for 45 minutes until golden and springs back when touched.
While it is baking, cook the broccoli, 280g of florets (about 2/3s of a good sized head)and make the cheese sauce.
Sauce Ingredients
1/2 cup butter
1/2 cup plain flour
1/2 tsp salt and pinch of pepper
90g swiss cheese (or cheddar) grated
Melt the butter in a saucepan, blend in the flour and salt.
Stir for a few minutes, until the flour stops smelling raw.
Remove from the heat and stir in the milk a little at a time until you have a thick paste.
Boil for a minute, still stirring!.
Stir in the grated cheese and stir until it has melted. Take off the heat.
Have another 90g of grated cheese ready (or half that amount!)
When the sponge comes out of the oven, turn it carefully out of the tin and peel off the paper.
Place the broccoli over it and sprinkle with 3/4s of the cheese.
Pour half the cheese sauce over the top and roll up swiss roll fashion.
Place on a serving plate, pour the remaining sauce over and finish with the last of the cheese.
Cut the roll into thick slices to serve.
Enjoy!
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